Amsterdam – Travel Photography


Tonight ended like this – journal entry

Sister Emma
Where can I begin.

Her temper goes so quickly.
Her emotions flood.
She scares me or is it just sadness I feel.

Sharing tips I already know of and have tried.
Which i have found to be useless.

I created this successfully fail proof plan Of which I only received negativity from. From Emma.

People wonder why all my thoughts, views and emotions are sheltered.


Time to forget this negativity and move on.

Love to myself 🌻

I deserve nice kind people
I deserve love and positivity

Journal entry – Montauk lover

This American montauk surfer is still in my head daily. 

I said I loved him in a goodbye note and now I hear nothing from him. 

I guess I’m kinda crazy but I enjoyed the two weeks we spent together traveling up the east coast of Australia, road tripping from Byron bay were we both met to Brisbane were I had to see him go to paradises Sumbawa and Bali. The exact word was ‘infatuated’ but it still means love right..

By day we’d go on adventures in his rented car, stopping at whatever cliffs we’d find overlooking the sea. Spotting dolphins using his binoculars which he kept in his car. Following rainbows and on road trips. 
By night we’d travel to the lighthouse or look for an empty beach to stargaze at. Which is where he taught me the big-little dipper way to finding the North Star none of which I understood despite his effort into explaining it to me. 

We’d share donuts and IPA beers (yuk right) Toast and banana. 

I gave him an ultimatum to stay here traveling with me but I guess it was kinda a stupid question to ask after a short time of knowing each other. 

He never seemed to care as he was leaving, which makes me question everything that happened during my time with him and leaves me feeling worse. 

Bye forever.

Social media is a trigger of stress

Ok so here I begin. This is just my story,  though others may probably be able to relate to it. Social media is stressful! 
There are many social medias out there Facebook, Tumblr, Instagram, Flickr, We Heart it, Pinterest, Twitter, WhatsApp, Snapchat and many more. 
But the problem is do you let it take over your life? Do you become attatched or somehow obsessed? Do you set limits to the amount of time you spend in the technological world? Or do you let it run you and your life? 
There is a healthy limit I believe. And I believe I have crossed that limit. I let it overtake me and my life, sitting at home as a loner in my bedroom scrolling, liking, following in between eating and using essential facilities. I let it control me. I scroll , instead of with envy. I scroll with the motivation to want to change myself for the better. To want to be someone, something else that is better, this I believed to be healthy a long while ago but recently I realised it was time to unplug. 
Stop reading this post and take a look around wherever your surroundings may be. Taking time out makes me smile. 

Unplug often.

Or unplug completely.

Don’t let it control you. Set yourself a goal of 1 to 2 hours of social media a day or let go of it completely and discover all you have lost and all that has gone or all that may have been missing.

Love always…

Let go… a freewrite poem by Melissa Jade Goodwin 

My dear child of Gaia 

You don’t have to refrain from anything

You can be you, 

And mother will comfort you

The warmth, the draft, the closeness

How you are connected to her,

She is always there, though your awareness of this is unclear to you 

Let yourself be one with her and all will be well.

Let go, let in, let out, let love and let yourself flourish to who your supposed to be. 

I promise you, mother will guide you. 

My top 10 instagram inspirations

I must say I’m wasn’t a fan of social media.. I deleted Facebook, my only social media account around 3 or 4 years ago,with the goal of being rid of social media completely… trying to remain unplugged i discovered instagram.. I was abit behind everyone else. Most others had, had it for years before I had so it was kinda a new thing for me. That was it my goal was destroyed and now, I am here to list you my top 10.

1. @azureryder

2. @mewsha

3. @mimielashiry

4. @lucy.hope.j

5. @sophiedalah

6. @chelsey_sinclair

7. @balticmoon

8. @shaberr

9. @ourplanetdaily

10. @melissajadegoodwin – of course me..

I still do not recommend social media 

Use it for inspiration and no other purpose otherwise you get to focused on others and digital life and start to forget the importance of real life connection.

Love all …x